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city magicthe sounds were quiet at first, with long silences in-between. she kept her head down on her sewing and thought some kids in the alley across the street were goofing off.city magic
the sounds went on for three, four, five minutes, growing a little louder each time. it almost sounded like someone rapping on the walls.
she concentrated on her sewing.
suddenly a girl appeared in her doorway. “let’s go see the fireworks!” she cried, with a grin. they hurried out the door into the comfort of the violet evening sky.
she followed the other gi


SalvajeRipping apart the broken wounds, Too impatient to let them bleed. The decedance of the common man, Not fake enough for you to believe.Salvaje
[Chorus:] Scars crying their final goodbye, As they climb through the surface, awaiting to die. Decieving their reason on the waking night, Bleed through their essence for the final time.
Sworn to hate myself all the time, By exile to the place of horrid silence. Secrecy becoming my unwanted ally. Don't know why I even tried this.
Scars crying their final goodbye, As they climb through the surface, awaiting


Completely Half-WayI'm hopeless, wandering through corridors I've already wandered, and thinking of changes I've already pondered, Hoping that maybe, this time, the outcome would be different.Completely Half-Way
That I would not find myself, trapped at a dead end, that you'd give your heart to me, and my own would mend.
But I've nothing left to give, my insides left bare, if it is not me you need, Please, my heart do spare.
Don't tell me things you don't mean, things you do not feel, despite what you may have thought, my heart is not steal


the foundations of lifewhen we were where we are tomorrow will yesterdays seem too far away? the dreams we dreamt in our years to come will follow us through our journeys; these journeys these trails, these paths that lead us from our thens into our nowsthe foundations of life
these silences that scream with joyous forevers these deafening whispers that breeze through the air.
when leaves will laugh at autumn winds when flames will flicker in the still nights i will be reborn and will travel upon the roads of yesterdays and todays.
my destination is not tomorrow my weariness is not sp


Random SongShe said she was tired of this whole image war, “The magazines and the beauty queens, All slaves to the masses”Random Song
He tried not to laugh
As she sang, Another random song As she trailed off Falling asleep on the phone
She said she was tired of feeling like this, “The anxiety and the complexity,” She just needed to cry, Then she would be fine Then she would be okay
He tried not to interrupt
As she sang, Another random song As she ranted again Long into the school-night
She said she was ti


What Am I?I am something that is nothing; To deceive until the end I am but a shadow of the meadow; Who never shows the face I am lost without a cause; No dreams, no hopes, no trust is because I am a cry among the lie; Hear me yell, hear me scream hear me not it will seemWhat Am I?
I am as dark as the night; Dancing shadows throughout the dark I am as bright as the light; Fear me not for I am right I am a dove that flutters high; So pure, so sweet, so fair, watch me despair I am a moth that splutters and dies; Watch me fly high then fall and cry
Who know


SociopathMight I describe of what wants to be - Me in flash of golden grotesque, Parade of flowering gentle sweets of thrash –Sociopath
Devine bliss of purity gone once they clash.
Touché. They say. One or twice, as I – Fall yonder, beyond the dreaming world, My mind. Caught thrice! Through – Withered fields. Like darkened sky.
They ask for morals. I say nay, the bleeding – truth is I have nought but love for the freedom. Strange, unusual, different, idiosyncratic, They reply. Random thoughts stray from


Eternity at 5amThese nights have not been long, they’re timeless, Stretching out over past, present, future.Eternity at 5am
I draw the quilt over my head to shut out Darkness, demons and all forms of life.
Falling into Nights of induced half-sleep with Covers over head and heat Forming a womb-like enclosure in which To dream vividly of matters too great (and obscure) To speak of in detail.
Waking takes hours in “real time” and
A lifetime to my mind, yet it still occurs As sunlight flows in Subdued to a warm red glow by the curtains.
I press and inspect my arms,


CacophanyWhat do you want when you read any poem?Cacophany
Should it sound like those in an ancient tome; And have flowing patterns of chiming rhymes, With a constant meter and length of lines?
Would you like lovely lies of love lit eyes And finds of floral features in her guise?
Or should I stop and break into cacophony? Add harsh, stiff, piercing terminology, Talk of darkness, death, your soul being rent; Heartbreak causing shame and hatred and blame. And I’ll break from my patterns - confuse your expectations Of this poem by ending in The wrong places and putting rhymes inside


ExistenceA point An instant. Not of time But before time Before eternity.Existence
An instance Of everything.
All existence.
Then An aberration A change A blast.
Not a point Many instants.
Time has arrived Eternity has begun.
Not destruction Nor creation.
- After all that.
Simply being.


everythinglet me be blind and imagine that i'm everything, because imagination can make up for everything that reality lacks. it's so easy to just pretend, and if the acting is good enough, we'll never know the difference. if i try my hardest, perhaps i can deafen my ears as well so i won't have to hear her nameeverything
leave your mouth as it whispers in my ear. in those wishes, i am just selfish... tell me: maybe i should be mute so that you can pretend too, and the shrill sounds of my voice won't destroy the spell of your fantasy?


Snowfall DancesSettling softly A graceful fall Pirouetting in crystal air A dance of elegance Lost in the multitude Ended by the earth's firm kiss.Snowfall Dances
The snowflake sinks Into a bed of brethren Becomes one with all Singularity surrendered To join the Drift In blissful anonymity.
Motionless That which was Lies silent Smothered and smothering Awaiting thaw And Spring's release.
One wonders Does it now regret The fall from grace Abandoning its dance Or does it slumber, fury faded Knowing peace at last?


NightNIGHTNight
Gaze into the night and embrace the dark Breathe deeply and let it consume your being Swirling around in a thick, sweet fog Ensnaring your senses completely
Let it take control, as you transcend all barriers Becoming one with the song of the night Gather the stars and hold them close For you are now one with the dark
~Ethereal Maybe


Rebel AngelShe whispered her passion With the heat of a screamRebel Angel
I pretended not to notice As her reality became a dream
She told me she would catch me Only she’s too close to the ground
So she referred me to an angel Who wasn’t quite so bound
Oh earth angel, Your frowns are like thorns God must’ve been in a rebel mood When he tied on your wings
Oh rebel angel, Your song is hardcore God must’ve been in a rebel mood When he sent you